“Hope” if you understand that word you might be quite happy, let me give you some references “The Count of Monte Cristo” “The book of Ruth” “Story of Job” “Story of Joseph” and “hope is a thing with feathers” those are all the pieces of literature of the top of my head that have the theme “hope and wait” this theme essentially states that in all demise your hope will be answered. Therefor I will die. It could be tomorrow. It could be in 100 years, but eventually your hopes and dreams come true. Never give up pal.